Elisabeth Marielle Roberts: Hard To Describe.

Saturday, January 31, 2009

Hard To Describe.

Alright this is the closest i can get to describing how i feel only take out the ''alberta'' and canada parts.. its exactly what i wanted to have as the title of my blog.. the feeling the way this song matches my emotions and feelings i've had for a long time, its so weird.. only this type of feeling, i can't put it into words and therefore not into a title either. The parts that Really emphasize and match what i feel are the parts that are in Bold

anyway-- this might seem ridiculous, but what i feel can't be put into words.

It's about being homesick or anything like that at all. I'm already way beyond that stage.

It just is like a Fact, you just know it. & it's as much a part of me as anything else.

I know im Blessed. but this is just a Feeling, a Feeling that makes me Feel ''home''.. its really strange.. like i said i can't describe it. but these lyrics are a fraction of how i would describe it if i could.

Paul Brandt -Alberta Bound

( link is at the bottom under the lyrics if you wanna see the video.)

Sign said 40 miles to Canada

My truck tore across Montana
Ian Tyson sang a lonesome lullaby
And so I cranked up the radio
Cause there's just a little more to go
For I'd cross the border at that Sweet Grass sign
I'm Alberta Bound

This piece of heaven that I've found
Rocky Mountains and black fertile ground
Everything I need beneath that big blue sky
Doesn't matter where I go
This place will always be my home
Yeah I've been Alberta Bound for all my life
And I'll be Alberta Bound until I die

It's a pride that's been passed down to me
Deep as coal mines, wide as farmer's fields
Yeah, I've got independence in my veins
Maybe it's my down-home redneck roots
Or these dusty 'ol Alberta boots
But like a Chinook wind keeps coming back again

I'm Alberta Bound

This piece of heaven that I've found
Rocky Mountains and black fertile ground
Everything I need beneath that big blue sky
Doesn't matter where I go
This place will always be my home
Yeah I've been Alberta Bound for all my life
And I'll be Alberta Bound until I die

like i said take out the Alberta's and Canada's and such and you have a fraction of what i feel.

its home. its more or a full, complete feeling. i dunno.

Anywho -- Next weekend im Goin to Lindys :D it'll be fun then the Week after that is a Valentines Dance in the Hague the after that i have Vacation a week, and i get to go home and go through some more boxes get rid of a lot of stuff and i'll go for a while to Den Bosch and Visit Elvira so it sounds like a pretty fun month coming up. tomorrow if i can get the Courage up i'll go introduce myself in Sacrament meeting. ...not that i haven't been there for 5 months or anything.. sheesh...

ANywho, im gonna go clean up my room and OH OH!!

GUESS WHAT!!!!!!

i finished the Book Of Mormon By myself for the first time in my life.. yeah im pretty excited its definetly one of my favorite books ever!!!

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in the meantime wisse brings me a package that was in the mail from sydni :)

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OH MY GOSH!! i love that girl

i miss her a lot. haha man she cracks me up!! I cant wait to see her again! even though i dunno when that will be!!!

it's so strange we've been apart for 5 years and we still are in contact im pretty happy :)

i hope that she knows that she means a lot to me.

oh wow, ok now,

i have to go and check up on the boys!

take care

--Love lizzie

LINK TO PAUL BRANDT VIDEO

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2EtMQeBOguA

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